I wish i could take back that
yell that shoved out of my mouth like a screaming birth
i wish I could take
most of you
back
your sisters
they're growing
your grandmother talking me tired
our laughs racing each other up to the ceiling of that bedroom
the a/c making icicles and scooting me closer into your arms
your salty lips after the beach
the sun sinking us
you not knowing how good Im doing now